師匠の高校時代4 Master's high school years4
翌朝、鮎原は学校に姿を見せていない。
空手部主将の鬼瓦だけが顔を腫らして登校してきた。
「おい!昨日の試合はどうなったんだよ!鮎原は!?」
休み時間に鬼瓦を捕まえて問い詰めると、彼は顔をしかめて目を伏せた。
「鮎原はその…、結果的には負けたっていうか、人数が足りなかったからそもそも不戦敗で…」
彼は辛そうに言葉を濁す。予想した通りだ。
「全裸で土下座しろって言われたけど、鮎原が『勝ち抜き戦で勝ったら全裸で土下座も無しにしろ!』って言い出して。そしたらあいつら、『ふざけるな、とっとと脱げよ!』って全員で襲いかかってきてさ…」
それは俺が想像していたよりも酷い展開だった。
鬼瓦は思い出したくないという風に首を振る。
「俺は一撃食らって動けなくなっちまって…、鮎原は一人で全員を相手にしたんだ…。あいつら卑怯なんだよ!女の子相手に一対一ですらないんだ!それであいつらは代る代る…」
鬼瓦は震えながら頭を抱えていた。
どうやら俺達の悪い予感は当たってしまったようだ。
「お前はその間何をしてたんだよ!ただそれを見てたっていうのか!?」
柄にもなく正義感に駆られて俺が怒鳴ると、鬼瓦は涙目で睨み返してきた。
「俺だって止めたさ!必死になって懇願したよ!でも駄目だった…、終わらないんだ…。『ごめんなさい、許して、もう止めて!』って悲鳴がずっと聞こえてきて…。俺…もう見ていられなくて…逃げて来ちまったんだよ!」
俺はそこでブチ切れ、思わず彼の胸ぐらに掴みかかった。
「てめぇ!それでも男かよ!それじゃ鮎原はあいつらに今この瞬間も玩具にされてるかもしれねぇんじゃねぇか!どうして警察に…」
俺は憤りつつも、どうしても鮎原の犯されている姿を想像してしまった。
わかっている。俺は最低だ。
だけどあの普段は気の強い鮎原が、その美しい顔をくしゃくしゃにしながらあんなことやこんな事をされているかと思うと、俺は後ろめたい興奮でゾクゾクしてしまっていた。あの美しい鮎原が…こんなに…
「おう、鬼瓦!怪我は大丈夫か?」
俺が彼を殴ろうとした時、脳天気な声が聞こえた。
唐突に鬼瓦の背後から鮎原が現れ、彼に手刀を食らわせながら笑っている。そのスカートは軽やかに舞いあがり、下着がもう少しで見えそうだった。
「お前昨日私を置いて先に帰っただろう!一言声をかけんか!」
彼女に責められて鬼瓦は頬を引きつらせる。
「だって…お前、途中から楽しんでただろ?俺は引いたよ、それを見て…」
楽しんでた?犯されるのを!?
俺は思わず喜んで男のチンポをしゃぶる彼女の姿を思い浮かべてしまった。
鮎原は少しむっとする。
「失礼だな!あいつらが『朝まで帰さねぇからな!』とか言っていたからじっくり稽古をつけてやったまでだ。威勢のいい事を言っていたわりには『もう止めて!赦してください!』とか途中で音を上げおって情けない連中だったな。」
鮎原はケラケラ笑っている。
えーと…、話が見えない。俺が鬼瓦に説明を求めると、彼はため息をついて肩をすくめた。
「鮎原は下須高の空手部を一人で全員ボコった後、延々とあいつら相手に組み手稽古してたんだよ。あいつらボコボコにされてへばっても鮎原に赦してもらえなくてさ、流石に俺もやつらが可哀想になったから止めたんだけど、鮎原は聞いてくれなくてな。」
鬼瓦にドン引きした目で見られて彼女は心外そうだった。
「『楽しませてやる』とか言っていたのだ。私が楽しくなるまでやって何が悪い?…ところで、試合から逃げ出した奴らはどこにいる?これからたっぷり性根を叩き直してやろうと思うのだが…」
俺はようやく彼女という人間を理解できた気がした。
ああ、この人は普通じゃない人だ。
平穏な人生を歩みたいのなら関わったらいけないタイプ人間なのだ。
俺は鬼瓦の胸ぐらから手を離し、黙って隣の教室を指さした。
The next day, Ayuhara did not show up at school in the morning.
Only Onigawara, the karate club leader, came to school with a swollen face.
I said, "Hey, what happened to yesterday's match? Where's Ayuhara?"
When I caught Onigawara during recess and questioned him, he frowned and kept his eyes down.
"We lost in the end, or rather, we didn't have enough members, so we didn't win the match in the first place..." He slurred his words painfully.
He trailed off painfully. As expected.
He said, "We were told to get down on our knees in the nude by those guys, but Ayuhara said, 'If we win the winner-takes-all game, no penalty for getting down on our knees in the nude!' Then they said, 'Screw you, take it off already! They all came at me and said, 'Screw you! take it off!' "
That was a worse turn of events than I had imagined.
Onigawara shook his head as if he did not want to remember.
"I took a blow and couldn't move... Ayuhara took on all of them... Those guys are cowards! They attacked Ayuhara alone with several people! So those guys took turns, over and over again..."
Onigawara was shaking and holding his head.
It seems our bad premonition came true.
"What were you doing during that time? You mean you were just watching it!?"
I yelled at him with an uncharacteristic sense of justice, and he glared back at me with tearful eyes.
"I had stopped it, too! I pleaded desperately! But it didn't work...it just wouldn't end.... 'I'm sorry, please forgive me, stop it!' I kept hearing that screams.... I...couldn't watch any longer...so I ran away!"
I couldn't take it anymore and grabbed him by the chest.
"You son of a bitch! You still call yourselves men, huh? Then Ayuhara might be being toyed with by those guys at this very moment! Why didn't you go to the police soon!?"
I was indignant, but I couldn't help but imagine Ayuhara being raped.
I know, I know. I'm an asshole.
But the thought of that usually strong-willed Ayuhara, with her beautiful face crumpled up, doing such and such a thing to them made me thrill with guilt and excitement. That beautiful Ayuhara... so much...
I was about to hit him when I heard a brainy voice.
"Hey, Onigawara! Are you hurt?"
Suddenly, Ayuhara appeared from behind Onigawara, laughing as she gave him a chop. Her skirt fluttered lightly, almost revealing her underwear.
"You left without me yesterday! Say a word to me."
"Because... you were having fun along the way, weren't you? I was horrified to see that..."
Enjoyed it? Getting fucked!?
I couldn't help but picture her happily sucking a man's dick.
Ayuhara is a bit miffed.
"That's rude! Because they said, 'We won't let you leave until morning!' but I was just giving them a good training. They were talking so bravado, but they said, 'Stop it! Please forgive me!' They were pathetic!"
Ayuhara laughed.
Well...I can't see what she is talking about. When I asked Onigawara for an explanation, he sighed and shrugged.
"Ayuhara beat up all the members of Gesu High's karate club by herself, and then she practiced kumite with them endlessly. I felt sorry for them and tried to stop her, but she wouldn't listen to me."
When Onigawara looked at her and shuddered, she frowned in disappointment.
"Because they were saying things like, 'I'm going to have fun!' What's wrong with me doing it until I'm having fun? ...By the way, where are those guys who ran away from the game? I'm going to educate them plenty from now on..."
I felt like I finally understood her.
She is an unusual person.
If I wanted to live a peaceful life, I should not get involved with her.
I removed my hand from Onigawara's chest and silently pointed to the next classroom.